Life No More

Shrouded in a mist

Clouded by fate

The sky of my dreams

is beyond the gate

Amidst the transparent hue

It gives me a view

Of the canvas I painted

Which somehow got tainted

Comfortably Numb

Come to me, come give me pain
Of dreams unfulfilled and things not gained
Make me relive this agony of a life
Find me a place where I can feel it
Over and again, clamp me so I cannot
Run away from it, bind me please
To unbearable and lasting pain
Alas, the senses have left me though
Bound to memories I may still be
Lilting pain and anguish I see
Yet it does not hit me at all, and

Nothing do I feel, do me a favor whoever is near
Unsheathe this cloak and shred it
My friend, I no more want to
Be comfortably numb

Zindagi---Kya ho tum

Itna batade mujhe ae zindagi
Ke tu kis shay ka naam hai
Hai tu ek bala jo madhosh karti hai
Ya koi aanchal jo aaghosh mein bharti hai

Night of the Living Dead

I take in deep breaths to ease the nerves

Yet I die more with each gulp

I am not ready to die yet

Yet not worthy of living either

This night heralds a new dawn

I start afresh with zilch hope

To live along with death

To die with every breath

Don't venture here at this hour

The night will make you cower

Curiosity though may kill you

Abhor you to breach the threshold

Rest though assured, the signpost will read

Welcome to the " night of the living dead "

Sepulchre

Seene mein dafan hai kuch khwaab
Ehsaason ke aanchal tale jo pale the
Par khwahish khilne ki na rang laayi kabhi,
Un khwaabon ka aaj janaza hai saja
Lo isko badhkle utha lo yaaron,
Chaar kaandhon ki hasrat hi reh gayi hai
Ho sake to ye aakhri armaan poora kar do,
Ret mein shaamil hone se pehle
Ehsaas taabeer ki karwa do yaaron

Night games :D

sultry evening, sexy attire
biting lips, burning desire
loving hearts,talking eyes
let's give in to the vice
forward steps, inches between
soft whispers, caresses umpteen
passion and fire
pent up desire
soaring temperatures, searing emotions
enter into the valley of seduction
shed the duds, dim the flames
time it is, begin the games:D

Of awards and poetry

I have been awarded...not once, not twice but abso-brilliant-lutely three wonderful times...all in one single go:)

By whom....u ask?
As if you don't know...the pink orchid blooms across the length and breadth of blogsville and her petals adorn most corners:)
If you still haven't got it...the wondrest of wonderful souls who has bestowed this tremendous honor on moi is Kajal aka The Pink Orchid:)

Ammi...

Gave me life

Brought me in this world

Held my hand

Taught me to walk

Wiping the tears

You have taught me to smile

When the world was dark

You were my light

By your side

I faced my fears

In your lap

Fell my tears

You are the strength

When I am down

Yours is the hope

Which is all abound

Dedicated to the best mother in the world
Have I told you lately, that I love you Ammi:)

Bait Baazi

Him:-Khwaab aksar dhundle par jaate hain

Sacchai ke aks mein oojhal ho jaate hain

Her:-Sacchai kya hai...aur kuch nahin

Bas ek khwaab jiski tabeer ho gayi ho

Him:-Har khwaab ki taabeer na ho to accha hai

In aankhon mein aksar bure sapne bhi baste hain

Her:-Sapnon ki duniya mein kho kar kahin aap

Apnon ke ehsaason ki ghaflat na kijiye

Him:-Saamne khade hain jo unse hum puchte hain

Sach ho ya khuli aankhon mein khwaab base hain

Her:-Haqeeqat hain hum....fasaanon mein nahin

Apne se hain hum...begaanon mein nahin

P.S. Concept plagiarized from Kajal:)

Aansoo...

This post by Lavaanya is responsible for the conception of the following post.

Zindagi ki kahaani

Aansuoon ke zabani
Khushiyon mein chalakti ous
Tanhayyon ke saathi

Kisi ke aankh dhone ki tadbeer
To kisi ke dil ke rone ki tasweer
Jeet ke kehkahon mein shaamil

Gham-e-shikasht ki parchayee
Palkon ke kinaron ki dilkashi
Jazbaaton ki mehkashi

Samjho to masarrat ke moti
Na samjho to namkeen paani

Umeed

Andheron ki god mein chamakta ek tara
Lehron ke bawandar mein tinke ka sahara
Zindagi ki bheed mein ek apna sa saaya
Gheebat ki aandhi pe insaaf ki chaaya
Sannaton ki bheed mein ek dabi si aahat
Ghamon ke sailaab mein halki si muskurahat

With Me...Forever

a single glimpse is what I aspire for...I long for

to cherish forever...to be my redemption in the darkness

searched the seas...foraged the lands

seeked you in nature's perfection

in the blooming of the buds...in the soothing of the wind

glistening of the sand...calmness of the water

looked for you on the horizon with the rising sun

waited for you in the twilight's shadow

probed the twinkling of the stars

gave pursuit to the moon's golden beam

weary and tired...I give up hope

closing my eyes as despondency grows

behold...the inner eye triumphs where all else failed

I have the sight...fortitude prevailed

you are within me...I now understand
forever...for always, holding my hand

A Wish, A Hope

Can I smile your smile

Can I walk your mile

Can I cry your tear

Can I hold you near

Can I wish away your pain

Can I kiss away your fears

"Ek Lau Is Tarah"

Gardishon mein rehti...Behti guzarti

Zindagiyaan hain kitni
In mein se ek hai...Teri meri agni

Koi ek jaisi apni

Par khuda khair kar...Aisa anjaam kisi rooh ko
Na de kabhi yahan
Ghuncha muskurata ek...Waqt se pehle
Kyun chod chala...Tera ye jahan
Ek lau is tarah kyun bujhi mere maula
Ek lau zindagi ki maula

Jaane Na Kahan Woh Duniya Hai...

Kahin To...Kahin To

Hogi Woh

Duniya Jahan Tu Mere Saath Hai

Jahan Main...Jahan Tu

Aur Jahan

Bas Tere Mere Jazbaat Hai

Hogi Jahan Saba Teri

Palkon Ki Kirnon Mein

Lori Jahan Chand Ki

Sune Teri Baahon Mein

Jaane Na Kahan Woh Duniya Hai

Jaane Na Woh Hai Bhi Ya Nahin

Jahan Meri Zindagi Mujhse

Itni Khafa Nahin

Saansein Kho Gayi Hain Kiski Aahon Mein

Main Kho Gayi Hun Jaane Kiski Baahon Mein

Manzilon Se Raahein Dhundte Chali

Aur Kho Gayi Hai Manzil Kahin Raahon Mein

Kahin To...Kahin To

Hai Nasha

Teri Meri Har Mulaqat Mein

Honton Se Honton Ko

Chumte

O Rehte Hain Hum Har Baat Pe

Kehti Hai Fiza Jahan

Teri Zameen Aasmaan

Kahan Hai Tu

Meri Hansi

Meri Khushi Meri Jaan

Jaane Na Kahan Woh Duniya Hai

Jaane Na Woh Hai Bhi Ya Nahin

Jahan Meri Zindagi Mujhse

Itni Khafa Nahin

Somewhere out there, there must be a world where we can be together, a world where there are no conditions on love, a world which is inhabited by just pure unconditional love, a world inhabited by just "us" and our unbridled emotions.
I don't know where such a world is.In fact, i'm not even sure whether it exists.Maybe it just exists in our dreams,maybe it's just a figment of my imagination which cannot bear a world without us together or maybe its pure delusional of me to think of such a place.I dont know any of these.All i know is that i am willing to find it,I am willing to scourge the sky and land,between and beneath, all through...only if you are just beside me.
This is a song of hope...hope of finding a world sans hate and anger, a world where there exists only love and peace.

N.B:- This is a song from the movie "JAANE TU YA JAANE NA". If u have not yet listened to it, then i urge you to do so @ the very earliest.

Download Link:- http://www.mp3pk.net/jaane_tu_ya_jaane_na.html

dose glorious dayz

College was the place to be

Morning, evening n between

9:40 to 5:10

Life was a happy den

Pieces of memory, frozen in time

Endless pjs, dozen a dime

Peels of laughter, smatter of tears

Those calling each other dears

Mumbo jumbo n bakwaas

Eyeing up a pretty lass

Renditions of “summer of 69”

Wishing she said “love, u r mine”

Keeping Newton’s 3^rd law in mind

Pranking was a heinous crime

Teachers giving angry glares

Students shooting back long stares

C++ and JavaScripts

Workshop n Graphics were pure shit

Projects, Vivas n Lab tests

Sems were an unwanted guest

Xams became a joyful ride

Coz Matrix was a friend and guide

Teachers blissfully drinking Sprite

Copying was just so right

Music, booze n dancing rounds

Fests were masti all nite long

Ragging was "oh-so-fun"

With freshers being "on the run"

Campussing built up lot of sweat

But placements were just as great

Laughing lips n misty eyes

Farewell was gloomy but nice

Newer pastures beckon us

But college life will remain such

P.S:- College life has just ended, this being my humble tribute to those days of my life...There will probably be many more, so watch this space!!!